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[11 May 2005|07:14am] |
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I'm done. We're done. No more bullshit. Thank God.
The people I will miss already know they'll be missed.
The people I won't miss already know I don't give two shits about them.
I'm finally freaking done.
Holy hell.
Senior Breakfast is this morning.. this is kind of sad. Damn..
As much as I hated & was annoyed by how I was "the talk of the town" for the last month, I'm gonna miss the fact that people actually care to be in my life. Once college comes no one's gunna really care what the hell I do and that's kind of sad.
I don't wanna go into a sappy "I'm gonna miss this & that" because I'm sick and if I cry my nose is gonna run.
Well, this is it for Livejournal.. I think I'm gonna delete this in like a week or so.. maybe I'll do the day of graduation, who knows. But no more writing in this thing. If I come back to this you need to tell me to grow up and get a life.
Peace out kiddos.
It's been fun while it lasted.
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| No more school for me! |
[05 May 2005|02:52pm] |
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What's Your Fantasy - Luuuddaaa |
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I have finally realized..
I'm out of control.
Haha it's a good feeling though.
I don't have a care in the world :D
OH YEAH!
It's Cinco de Mayo today bitches.
We're definitely gonna celebrate it right tonight ;)
05/05/05 whhaattt
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| I don't have time to sleep anymore :) |
[01 May 2005|02:59pm] |
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Grind on Me - Pretty Rick & Maverix |
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Can life get any better?
I don't think I've been this happy with my life, ever.
Every night & day is something new & exciting.
I love me and who I've "become".
I just can't stop smiling.
Fuck, I am so god damn awesome!
This is my last week of school... I can't believe it!
I would say I am going to miss a lot of the younger kids.. but considering I'm now the most talked about girl in the school, I probably won't miss many. I will miss some of the boys though, but that's a given. Next week opens a new chapter to my life and I couldn't be more ready for it!
Signing out,
Fuck yeah
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[25 Apr 2005|09:33pm] |
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My mom is a fucking bitch.
Most parents would wait to give their child a hug and a great big Congrats! on being asked to go to the Scholarship Ceremony thing but what does mine do? Leave, yeah, they were no where in sight after it was over to congratulate me on being as smart as i am.
Fuck my family.
I'm so sick of it.
Thank God I have my friends.
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[18 Apr 2005|06:29pm] |
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Highlights of my weekend:
-Being with all my fucking awesome friends all weekend!
-Getting drrrruuunnkk :D
-Dancing on stage with everyone
-My amazing room that I got for two nights
-Singing "Amor" with Rebekah and Morgan on stage hahaha
-Runnin the train with all the brownies
-Callin carrie out hahaha what a bitch
-Deflowering ;)
-Our bathtub full of beer
-Mel, Morg, & Bekah teachin me how to smoke a cig haha
-Having the room the second night with only M<3 and B-boo
-Passin the fuck out on accident
-Our awesome ice man
basically this weekend was awesome.
okay that's all
<3 Melinda
P.S. We won that scavenger hunt bitches :D mwhaha
OH YEAH! By the way, I don't want to fight carrie, I just think she's a bitch, that's all. I thought she would be mature, but who was I kidding. All I needed was a simple "no", but since she was a bitch I decided to let her know. Okay, just wanted to tell everyone who saw me that night why I was the way I was :D
Peace nigs
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[10 Apr 2005|09:52pm] |
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Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go.
You built me up and you broke me down, somehow
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now
How can you say, that its too late
To save us now
And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And I will wait for you, if you will wait for me
Intoxicated, the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred. I long for your love ever more
You built me up and you broke me down this time
And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And I will wait for you, if you will wait for me
How can you say that its too late, to save us now
How can you say
I just wrote a very good story.
One that was definitely needed to be put down on paper.
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| 37 more days and i am out of this house |
[10 Apr 2005|06:21pm] |
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gilmore girls season 1 |
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Prom may be crossed off my things to do this week..
as might everything else until i fucking move out of here.
..atleast last night was weeelll worth it.
p.s. my friends are fucking awesome<3
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[15 Mar 2005|12:18pm] |
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This week was very different last year.
It's crazy how much things change.
We still love & miss you<3
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| "regenerated these feelings of hatred.." |
[06 Mar 2005|12:28am] |
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cigarette - yellowcard |
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i have a lot on my mind.
i need some sleep.
p.s. happy birthday shawn (like he'll ever read this)
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[25 Feb 2005|07:22am] |
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uncomfortable |
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What would I do without my Thursday bowling nights
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| "Can you please, do it faster baby do it faster.." |
[01 Feb 2005|03:28pm] |
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Slow Jamz - Twista |
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I got accepted to FSU today.
Decisions...
FSU or ASU?
This is going to be a very hard choice.
I work today 4:30-9.
I'm covering Erin's shift..
Love me Erin, love me.
I guess that's it.
Good day<3
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| she's so lame. |
[25 Jan 2005|03:03pm] |
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nobody - keith sweat |
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happy mother effing birthday smellllllony.
great day yesterday.. great night last night.
great day today, and i'm sure it'll be a great night tonight.
sweet.
the end of the year is so effing close. holy SHIT.
new episode of one tree hill tonight bitches. yeeeesssss.
okay that's all :)
<3333
p.s. they don't call me destroyer for nothing ;)
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[24 Jan 2005|03:01pm] |
i miss morgan hart.
period.
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[21 Jan 2005|03:27pm] |
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Somebody - Bonnie McKee |
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Random thoughts for the 21st of January..
-This is a really good song. I like her voice.
-You should see the video too b/c I loovvee her hair.
-I work tonight from 5:30 to 11, so if you're hungry & bored or just want to see me.. you know where to go bitches.
-I had SUCH a good night last night bowling! Haha good times.
-I wanna work with Erin & Kerri.. I wonder if I get to this weekend?
-I smell like a Jew. I went tanning like 20 mins ago.
-I need to dye my hair again, it's turning a shade of pink, as Morgan would say.
-JT's birthday is this weekend! I'm gunna have to stop by his house Sunday & give him his gift I made him.
-I haven't talked to Rachel in like 62 days & it's making me sad.
-I'm looking into buying my own snazzy pair of bowling shoes. If I'm gonna get serious about my game I need the equipment. BWAH
-It's been way too long since I have gotten drunk.. I need to change that ASAP.
-Yeah, and I'm 93% sure I'm going to ASU.
-Umm..
I really have nothing else to say. I just sat here for like 7 minutes really thinking if there was anything else really to say.. and absolutely nothing came to mind so I suppose I'll end this post.
Mu-lin-duh
<33
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[17 Jan 2005|01:40pm] |
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My friends have been gone too long. I miss them</3
Work tonight 4-9.
I slept for like 12 hours last night.
It felt amazing to wake up this morning.
Okay that's all.
<33
P.S. I just finished your super fly cd Christen Marie Nesta.
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[16 Jan 2005|08:50am] |
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So I'm basically the shit.
I got accepted to Appalachian State University :) For those who don't know, which hopefully most of you do since I've talked about this school forever, this is in Boone, North Carolina and it basically sits in the middle of two mountains, down in it's own little valley. It's the prettiest mother effing place I've ever seen. I can't believe I got in! My guidance counselor said I was dumb for trying.. well whatever man.
This school use to be called "Appalachian State University for Teachers" like 20 years ago, so it's basically the teaching institute of North Carolina. Which is awesome.. since I wanna be an Elementary School teacher.
So like I said.. I'm the shit.
Downside is..It's like 20 thousand dollars a year.. BUT my mom and dad said they would do everything they can to allow me to go to this school.
So... umm.. I think.. I might... go there.
BUT it's not final..
BUT I really wanna go..
BUT I really wanted to go to FSU if I got in....
I don't know what I'm gonna do! I'm really nervous/scared. That's SO FAR AWAY from everyone..
I'm starting to get sad now, yanno thinking about if I really do leave, because I won't be in Tally with everyone.. which is why I wasn't sad before about going to college.. but now, it's different. Because I basically WON'T see you guys ever again...
AHHH
Okay.. That's my thoughts for this disgusting weather Sunday.
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[23 Dec 2004|01:01am] |
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Wow, I love my boyfriend<3
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| "I'm weak, it's true... cause my heart keeps falling faster" |
[21 Dec 2004|07:17pm] |
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True - Ryan Cabrera |
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One more day.. then working & playing all day long for two weeks :) I can NOT wait!
Everyone has been in the worst moods lately! It's so weird bc I've been smiling constantly from the inside out, even WITH all the badmooders. I don't remember the last time I was this happy for this amount of time :)
What DOES suck is that everyone gives me crap about how I'm living my life now. So what if all I do is work? I guess it's wrong to like your job?Highschool is done with; I'm done pretending to like people and going to all the "totally awesome parties that all the totally awesome people are at". I have my few close friends, my boyfriend, and some of my co-workers that I actually care to see and that's all I need at this time in my life.
Oh well.. just thought I'd let everyone know how much I appreciate their crap I get every day.
4 days till Christmas & 10 days till New Years Eve.. two very exciting nights that I am DEFINITELY looking forward to :) I can't wait to spend them with him<3 I think that's all for tonight. I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVE ONLY ONE DAY LEFT! HECK YES! Goodnight<3
-A Down Ass Chick
P.S. I have to thank Taylor for my totally awesome shirt and panties. You are too cool for words.
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